Finally

I can mark one off the list.

I don't know what number it is, but I can mark off Have a Post Secret Posted.

There's something remarkable about sending in this secret, knowing it was seen--exposed--by someone you don't know states away, chosen to be put on the blog, and the published and seen by millions.

I cried.

I felt like I matter, if even in the smallest, silliest way.

Today was a rough day. I ended up crying my face off on my lunch hour and things don't really make sense.
but, that's okay.
Because I matter.
And I'll live every day making sure other people know the same.

Hmm..

Haven't done much towards my bucket list recently... but it's a matter of timing
and it's a matter of the little accomplishments. The little impossibilities being made possible.

I get to go to Alabama for my dear friend's wedding.
I'm getting closer every week to getting on pointe.
I have friends I don't deserve.
I'm growing.

It's wonderful

you know
I've had opportunities to do a few things on my list.
but, when it comes down to it
The people in my life are more important than this list of things I want to accomplish.

So whether I do all or any more of them at all, I will be happy just to be able to make memories with those I hold dear
Whatever that entails.

<3